Bobbed Tails
The natural inclination of my thoughts leans toward self-betterment -- I have always been one to assess myself, even going so far as to label it as a constant routine of faultfinding, as I identify areas of weakness and think of the possible changes I may adapt to improve in those aspects. While of course, I do not say that this is a bad thing -- one should assess themselves and always seek to be better than who they were yesterday, but if one tried to look for the imperfections in oneself, one would always find it. As I was looking at myself one night in the mirror, I felt such unrest as I kept thinking if I was doing anything wrong or lacking in something at the moment: How can I change my personality? How can I change my looks? How can I change the way I speak so as to not seem excessively friendly but not too off-putting? How can I change my microsocial behavior so that other people would find me less awkward or treat me with respect? I got so caught up with these that I fell...
